It hurts. It hurts really bad.
I finally did it though- should be proud of myself; I pushed everyone away. Now there's no one inside this wall I've put up around myself. No one to break my heart, my trust. Not a single soul who could hurt me.
But I still hurt.
My chest, my throat, my ears hurt.
Maybe I always hoped -secretly of course- that one day, somebody would care enough to pick up a huge, Thor-sized hammer and break down the wall.
No one ever did.
Why do I keep thinking about you?
It fucking hurts.
I finally did it though- should be proud of myself; I pushed everyone away. Now there's no one inside this wall I've put up around myself. No one to break my heart, my trust. Not a single soul who could hurt me.
But I still hurt.
My chest, my throat, my ears hurt.
Maybe I always hoped -secretly of course- that one day, somebody would care enough to pick up a huge, Thor-sized hammer and break down the wall.
No one ever did.
Why do I keep thinking about you?
It fucking hurts.
